I am never okay with myself or my work. I am intensely focused on doing better than I've done in the past, partly due to a sense that a lot hangs in the balance, including those human lives mentioned earlier,
and this can result in strain on my relationships as well given my insistence on pushing myself near to the breaking point trying to pull off some sort of success *somehow* not merely for money but to achieve more complete self-sufficiency, creative freedom, and to make an impact on the world, an impact on people's lives and the future... and...
Bottom line is I'm weird.
I don't really believe in perfection as a valid thing, yet I pursue it wholeheartedly, or at least I pursue a state of 'less broken'. It's paradoxical really. I'm not sure if free will exists, yet I believe in blaming myself vehemently for my actions and seeing myself as fully responsible for them.
Inconsistent? Yes. Very. You can learn a little bit more about my values and the ideals of my web network on this page if curious.
- Do something else that helps me develop my projects a bit that I'd like to release online but which costs you nothing or very little and which might even benefit you. There are a few extra examples of ideas in that category here.
I really do hope you'll all
stick around, partly because
some amazing, even
astonishing things are
going to show up here for free
pretty soon, and partly because
if you'd like custom artwork for
one of your projects, I can help
you fulfill your creative vision
cheaply and efficiently.
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